modeling

Maybe I’ve always wanted this. Maybe I haven’t. It depends on the day I’m asked, how recent experiences have set into my mood. This question is a frequent one. It is also one I have become more than fatigued of. “How did you get into the modeling industry?” I so badly want to give a […]

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WHERE IS THAT SCHOOL GIRL WHO USED TO BE ME?

When I was nineteen, around the last quarter of my freshman year of college, my roommate and I decided to go to Las Vegas. We booked last minute tickets on Spirit Airlines, packed actual sleeping bags, and drove to the airport. And has anyone ever been so young? Did you know on Spirit Airlines you […]

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rubbing eyes

Constantly confused, I feel like I don’t know how to mold words together anymore. My thumbs were too small for pottery, but I took two semesters, and I don’t know where I lost that kind of dedication and will to get better, but I did. The doctor’s office was small. The sheet of paper lined […]

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kikkan randall wins gold

The commentator was almost enough to turn it off. His screaming spilled through the screen, crashing over the voice of the other commentator: this moment was HUGE. After a 42 year drought, the United States wins gold in cross-country skiing. A mere .19 seconds separated Jessie Diggins from the Swedish team following in second behind […]

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airport benches.

Last month, I nestled into seat 1A from Anchorage to Seattle, pulled my gray knit beanie over my eyes, and fell asleep to the muffled sound of airplane blocked by my headphones that play nothing. On Tuesday, I will do it again. Before I took off in January, I wrote this: This used to be […]

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shitbags we aren’t dealing with in 2018

The other day, I mistakenly stumbled upon a comment that BOGGED ME TF DOWN. Not going to lie, I was upset for a couple days. Now, I’m a firm believer in the whole idea of “what people think about you is none of your business” but with all the channels for slack jaws and assholes to express themselves these days (when they used to just talk shit behind your back or yell at a TV screen while downing beers), its hard not to run into some negative commentary. But its 2018, baby, the year of US, and I want nothing but the best for us, so I’ve compiled a list of people we aren’t dealing with. Behold…

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14.

#MeToo

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